I've learned some things
It's been almost 3 months since I posted. Once I started back to work and was able to get in 40 hours per week it seemed to take all my energy. I literally felt like a wet dishrag by the time I had put my 8 hours in for the day. No energy for processing my thoughts and getting them recorded in this blog. And quite honestly, a lot of the thoughts and feelings I've been working through have been quite dark. I didn't want to risk being judged for them. I am still way too fragile - that makes me think of The Christmas Story - to handle criticism for how I am feeling. But today while I was at church listening to my husband's sermon I realized something. Jim's text was from Philippians 4 and he was making a point about living out our faith rather than just talking about faith. He made a comment about wanting to leave a legacy for his kids and others that they will have no doubt that Jim believed God and trusted Him in and with all things. Pow! That's the comment tha...